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Holy Crap

Yea its been a long ass time since ive written here but I am busy keeping up with my communities :P Also, damn school. Im still at the community college and next fall i will be going back to SIU so hopefully i do well in all my classes. especially stupid math.

Halloween was fun. Ahh too bad october is over now...

now the freakin' holiday season is upon us :|

lets hope my family survives through it all. especially since my mom has issues and wants to talk to a shrink since she wont talk to us about it.
well the one cool thing is that i bought a groupon for this gym near my house. yay! ill be going there for two months. i miss lifting weights. i need to tone my upper body.

*sigh....
I have shed so many tears over math. I just struggle with it SO DAMN MUCH. I even remember when i started hating it...back in the 3rd grade.
I ve sought help and tried to teach my self but theres only one person that has actually helped me somewhat and thats my best friend maribel. It helps that shes majoring in math education for middle school kids so she has the patience and unique ways of explaining things. But the problem is that shes busy and cant help me everyday. I get frustrated and easily discouraged. Its terrible. Sometimes math just seems like gibberish and seems like such a daunting task to even comprehend it :C


*sigh*

I Wanna be a Fangbanger

MAN, FUCK YOU DIGITAL TV. ALWAYS FUCKING UP WHEN THERE'S A THUNDERSTORM. OR RAIN. OR WIND FOR THAT MATTER. >:(

On a lighter note, i had my first dream concerning True Blood!! :D
It was sexy and awesome and starred a little someone called Eric Northman (Alexander Skarsgard)

Hmmmmhmm yes.

Woah man...woah

Havent updated in a while. All is well. Temperature is the only thing that sucks right now, its too hot and humid :/

Ive made some cool friends from my beatles tribute band! They are just one big pile of adorableness!

:D

>:(

Its so damn frustrating. I dont know what im gonna do with this stray cat iv brought it. We cant keep another cat. My dad doesnt want a fourth cat. Its very heartbreaking to me that my dad doesnt want him. We started feeding him becasue he was thin and then i figured we should fix him since he was so friendly towards us. So we did and now since we fixed him we have to keep him in for a week. And its just frustrating that my dad doesnt like him walking about the house and stuff. And hes always meowing around the house wanting to get out and wanting to get to my other cats

My friend said that she might take him to keep her one cat company but she hasnt called me back yet. And im all nervous becasue i have no idea what im gonna do with him if she doesnt take him. The fact that hes only 10 months old, has some bite wounds and his two top canines are broken in half has me all sad and nervous about letting him back outside if no one wants him.....

I called one all cat shelter but they said they were full and that i could try again in a few weeks but my dad isnt gonna let me keep him inside any longer than a week.
If you could hang out with any fictional character for a whole day, who would you choose, and why?



THE DOCTOR. WHO ELSE? (either the 10th or 11th)

we would have a fantastic adventure and i would maybe get a chance to kiss him lol
i would also enjoy his witty commentary <3
I NEED IDEAS FOR A POSTER/BANNER/SHIRT FOR WHEN I GO SEE CONAN O BRIEN IN MAY
:D :D

ALSO, I WANNA STALK CRAIG FERGUSON WHEN HE COMES TO CHICAGO AS WELL - i couldn't get tickets :(

SO ANY IDEAS FOR EITHER OR?

^_^

Dont cane me sir, for i was led astray

Nothing ever works out the way you want it to.
Money problems, lack of relationship problems and generally feeling down....
Misery loves company, thats for sure. The only thing that makes me feel euphoric anymore are the tribute bands and the music (certain friends too)
My problem is the one guy that i want but cannot get...but at least im friends with him. Thats something rather than nothing.

The one thing, thank god, thats keeping my mind occupied is school.
Or else i would need to be on meds like my best friend Turtle (Anthony)

I cannot believe...

HOW MUCH OF AN ASSHOLE JEFF ZUCKER IS!!!
WTF MAN.
FUCKING NBC AND LENO FOR CREATING ALL THIS SHIT AND NEVER GIVING CONAN A CHANCE...
Do you have a "dream car"? If you had money to spare, would you buy a new car? If so, would you be more likely to get an eco-friendly vehicle, a vintage model, or a luxury sportscar?


Oh man, where to start...

I would first get a '49 Mercury and soup it up. Then an mr2 spyder, a '55 chevy...then a honda motorcycle

:D